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Luke smith is a freak. Just gross.

Oh shit distro tube. Yeah that’s true.

Someone mentioned redmi. I will second that. They plenty budget phones. The note series is decent to debloat or even put lineage. There’s vivo which is also in the same range. Check em out.

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Wow did you just do class analysis epic style 🤯

The vote blue libs didn’t even have breathing room for gloating about his so called restraint over invading rafah to whatever this is. But anyway imagine what trump would do, that’s why gotta vote blue.

free hong kong free tibet free taiwan. China iran russia zero rights. Western countries are beacon of democracy.

I love this. Its great. I use this and syncthing if I want to move files across.

I stopped using youtube app after the history thing. I have disabled history to tune recs for years. Now they wanna force it. That was terible. I use newpipe and libretube now.

I grew up in a regressive area. I would say I was treated shitty at home and felt terrible at school. The school I was very hostile in terms of all the bullying. I got bullied and shunned. But I was also a mean bully myself. As time went on I kind of gotten more reserved and less talkative. I got more bullied later on. But I don’t know, a bunch of different things had a cumulative effect on me. I became all sorts of broken at this point. I did manage to have friends.

For me I go through spells where I completely isolate myself and not talk to anyone for a long time. I would feel like I am a burden and that people will be feeling better If I don’t talk to them. I would call someone and feel that they avoiding me. But I’m blunt I will just message them to know. They will usually tell me and clear my anxiety.

Again I get out of that cycle and start calling people or meeting people.

I would feel great but suddenly I would get real angry and then be crying. For me I can tell you bunch of things as I myself go through these intrusive thoughts. First off don’t give credence to those thoughts. When you get em move fastly to do something else. If you can’t ward them off, then get clarification. For starters I call my friends and sometimes lose track of time. I would feel like they just wanna cut the call. I will just ask if I’m taking too much of their time. They will usually tell me no I’m not. If they do have work or something they will move on. Same with meeting up. I would feel uninvited. But someone affirming the invitation feels good. Just be frank and tell them how you feel.

I have low self esteem but also I don’t feel anything much about that. I’m ambivalent on it. But my friends or family try to be more nicer about that. But then I also don’t feel anything huge if someone thinks in one way or the other about me. I just shrug all that and occupy with something else. Sometimes I still would get very emotional at someone poking at my self esteem. Whatever I still roll through.

Music helps. I talk to myself a lot. I journal shit to air all the horrible shit I feel as an outlet.

I use feeder. I’ll try this too.

I use em for news feeds. Blogs. Its handy. Also widgets are nice to have on home screen for feeds.

Masters of war.

There will be blood. Oil mogul thrives while america plunges into depression. Plainview and people like him will go on to be more influential down the line. Like prescott bush or hw bush.